Dear MX24, I want your readers to hear my story and advice on what I should do.
I am a young boy who grew up in a Kumasi with my Dad. My mum passed away when I was little. As such, my Dad had to take care of me through out the period. Due to his nature of work, we hardly spent time together. I had to do everything my way and Man up. My Dad said a man needed to be tough and not show weakness and show his other side. I must admit I didn’t experience what love meant.
Growing up, I was not attracted to ladies my age or younger. I found it strange. I could see beautiful ladies but there was no attraction to them for some weird reasons I couldn’t explain.
At some point, people close to me thought I had issues and didn’t understand why I never got attracted to all the women who came my way.
Fast forward: I had to leave and stay with my uncle and his family in another town when my Dad passed away.
I met my uncle and his family and envied how they lived. They sat together as a family to eat in the mornings before heading out.
I was looking for a job since I had finished NSS and wasn’t retained. I told my Uncle and my aunt about it and they decided they would inform their friends.
One day, my aunt had some of her friends come over to the house. They had a small party. I met this woman by name Bernice. She was beautiful, had short hair, and was light-skinned.
My aunt must have told her about me. She immediately hugged me when she saw me and whispered to me; “Everything will be fine; I will help look after you and take care of your needs.” She actually promised me a job in her office.
I traveled to Accra with her because of work. She got me employed in one of her companies to help support the technical team. I was a fast learner, and so I didn’t struggle. Auntie Bernice would occasionally call me and check on me, ask if I had eaten, buy me food and give me tight hugs anytime she saw me. I wasn’t used to this and so I felt uncomfortable.
One day she called me to her office where I met a beautiful lady my age there. I introduced myself and she did as well. She was the only daughter of Auntie Bernice who had returned from the state after visiting her Dad. Her parents were separated. Auntie Bernice informed me that she will be working with my unit to handle technical issues. Miriam was a pretty lady just like her mum. This lady was all over me in the office and even at home because I stayed in their boys quarters. It made me uncomfortable. She would wear sexy things and come to my room and throw herself at me. But all this didn’t move me. She was constantly telling me how she likes me and that I should marry her and the companies would be ours. I seemed not interested.
One evening, Auntie Bernice called me to help come fix a broken table in her room. I got there, and she was wearing her nightie, sitting on her bed. For the first time, something struck within me. I didn’t know what it was. I quickly finished the desk and stole glances at her. I was done in a few minutes. She approached me saying Thank you and quickly hugged me tight again. I felt her boobs and body so close to me. There was a reaction. I hadn’t felt this way upon being hugged and touched, even though many ladies had hugged me and all. This was different. What could this be?
She whispered again to me and said, Prince, I will take care of you, but come close to me and lie by me on the bed. She said and moved my hand towards her boobs. I couldn’t believe what was happening. There was a spark within me. Auntie Bernice was ready to have sex with me promising me a lot whiles I moved my hands around her body. I hadn’t felt this before especially because she is an older woman in her 40s. It felt good, but….. I got confused at that point and stood up and run to my room.
What do I do now? Should I listen to Auntie Bernice or find my agemate Miriam. Am I attracted to the older woman? Am I lacking some form of affection from childhood? How do I make it? Should I get close to both mother and daughter?
Help me fix this.
