Dear MX24, I am having suicidal thoughts. I feel like I should just sleep and not wake up again.
This is how it started. I have been dating a guy for four years now, the relationship hasn’t been smooth but through it all we maintained it. He proposed last year December and wanted to get married to me this January.
I was so happy that I told my older brother about it since my mum isn’t alive. I was hoping that he told my father for me because they have a better relationship.
But it seems my older brother was playing hide and seek with me so I boldly approached my dad and he gave me the most shocking news of my life; that I’m never going to marry under his watch.
No reason, no explanation. Just a bold warning without even asking who I was getting married to! Hmmm, and I am not the only one he is doing this to, he did it to my older sister and one is dead now. Up till now, none of them is married.
My issue is recently I wasn’t feeling well and I went to the hospital only to find out I’m pregnant and my dad doesn’t even pick my calls so I can’t tell him. If he’s not allowing me to get married, what will be his response to a child born out of wedlock?
I just feel like vanishing from the earth. I don’t know why he doesn’t want me to marry. The worst thing is he hasn’t seen the guy before.
Please help me fix my broken pen.
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It is the little changes that produce the largest changes.
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