Dear MX24 and your readers, I need you to help me fix my broken pen.
I loved Paa Kwesi with all my life. I met him in secondary school and since we met, our love for each other thrived more than anyone around us. We knew each other so well that people felt we were related and I always thought it will be forever.
However, life has a way of throwing broken bottles onto clean beaches. Paa Kwesi, being as intelligent as he was, always looked out for a chance to pursue his academic dreams so when a scholarship opportunity dropped, he didn’t hesitate to take it. I was quite sad and always wanted him to do well so I asked him to go for it.
He was in China for a year and we did we could to maintain the long-distance relationship. Video calls while being naughty and all those things , we did a lot to keep the intimacy going. But after a while, there was no warmth in our conversations, the calls turned to texts and even sending ourselves pictures became a chore.
We were growing apart but we kept on being together knowing that we’d see each other again.
I was expecting him last year but out of the blue he called to confess that he couldn’t continue the relationship. Ei PK! I was so broken, tears were streaming down my face and I tried to hold my cries but I couldn’t help it. On top of that, he said he had found someone there who he was dating.
I couldn’t control myself when I met him, I cried and cried when he told me he missed me. He said he was lonely and that’s why he dated someone but the image of me was so strong in his heart so he left her and all he wants is me. Why was I lying to myself? I still loved him so I forgave him and we made up.
Dear readers, December is over; January is here and PK is about to go back to study for about one year. I don’t think I can handle the heartbreak again but I’m hopeless because I’m madly in love with him. I think I’ll go mad if he makes the same “mistake” because of the distance. I really don’t want him to go because I’ll be lonely again. Should I let go or hold on? my heart is heavy, please help me fix my broken pen.
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