Dear MX24, I’m a 25-year-old pregnant lady.
Let me make this short. I have this male friend who really means a lot to me. We have been close for some years now and do a lot of things together except anything intimate until one hot afternoon last November.
I went to see this friend of mine and in the course of our usual play, we ended up kissing. It started as playing and just showing ourselves a higher level of affection. I can’t deny that we have chemistry so one day it was bound to happen. So as I didn’t to make things awkward I didn’t end the kiss and before I could put two and two together, we were having sex.
Though I know we shouldn’t have ended up in bed we did. You may be wondering where the confusion is coming from but don’t worry, I’m getting there.
I’m dating this amazing young man who tries his best to make me happy and I appreciate it so much. On this same day after sleeping with my friend, my man initiated sex and because I didn’t want him to suspect anything, I gave it to him also. I felt so guilty after that because I knew I had betrayed him but I swore to keep it a secret. I got the emergency pill and took it after.
I honestly didn’t put into consideration the possibility of any of these encounters leading to me getting pregnant because of the pill but here I am, 3 months pregnant. As I write this, I don’t think I know who the baby is really for. I know who will take care of the baby, it will be my current man but I don’t think I can forgive myself if this life it wasn’t for him. The only time in that time frame I had sex was with both of them unless the Holy Spirit visited me.
Please help me because I don’t want to lose my man nor friend and neither do I want to give responsibility to the wrong person. Please fix my broken pen.
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