Dear MX24
How do I undo a mistake? Here’s my story. We started in Shs3 where we were young and full of dreams. Everyday with her felt like a new adventure. She was the best version of my dream girl. We promised each other forever!!
Fast forward we had the same university but she didn’t get a hostel but since she lived around, she was okay with that. She visited me every single day on campus, always came with food; like breakfast in bed and all you know, I was living my marriage life. From the beginning it was all okay and exciting till I became tired of her daily visits. That is where that bestie Duke came and shattered our dreams. He always filled her mind with negative thoughts about me and suddenly she always comes around suspecting me of seeing other girls.
Then the day came, she came to my room with tears and confessed. Well, I guess truth or dare was really a fun moment for her! Wow! How could someone I loved so deeply hurt me so profoundly. In my pain and confusion. I made “that mistake”. Her close friend Ama lured me into a very romantic moment which I tried to resist but I guess her charm was too hot to handle. Ama was wild! At a point I thought my girlfriend had set me up so I decided to keep my distance but the guilt ate me up.
I opened up to her on the whole situation and my surprise she forgave me easily. Like ei! The feeling was weird but I tried making amends afterwards. Buying her gifts, random check up calls and even supporting financially all in the hope of bridging the emotional gap. Now this is where I can’t understand; I saw on her snap story I think she forgot that I was in that private story list, my beloved baby was getting engaged to this white guy and she was on a plane already. When? How? Couldn’t she tell me? Why did he forgive me? Are we still dating? Was I really forgiven? Did she love me? I’ve been having sleepless nights and finding it difficult to focus. We’re in level 400 now and school would resume soon. Should I talk to her? I still love her. Was it because of my mistake? She made a mistake too…How do I fix my broken pen.
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