Dear Mx24, I need you.
I am the middle child to 5 male siblings. I have 2 degrees in political science and information studies and I’ve decided not to continue my education nor work under anybody. My dad owns a private working company that makes us a lot of money. Life is good. My dad takes care of all my financial needs so I lack nothing.
I get stipends from my other elder siblings as well so I’ve never had anyone spend on me or needed anyone’s money to move ahead in life. My family has this perception of me that I’m the good girl in the family. I can do no wrong. I go to church every Sunday, never missing a sermon and I’m present for all other church activities. I’m the token ideal daughter that can never commit a crime in their eyes and in the eyes of God, but after all these blessings, I can’t seem to get a man to love me.
I have searched and searched but can’t seem to find anyone to love me. I get so sad sometimes that I don’t know what to do with myself. It’s as if I repel any man around me. Look, I drive the flashiest car and wear the nicest clothes but still can’t attract anyone.
At this rate, I’m so lonely that if a woman proposed to me, I’d actually think about it and that should tell you how desperate I am to be with someone. I have seen my friends get married and have children and I also want that. I want children running around and a partner that I can take care of and spoil but it’s not working. I have prayed and even solicited the help of friends but nothing is working.
Did I make a mistake chasing my education and forget how to become and attractive woman? I don’t think I can take it anymore being this lonely. Please tell me what to do. Help me fix my broken pen.
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